Oh so little time, so much to say...

12 munutes before my Political Science begins... I feel like not going but I have to.
I want to say so much but so little time to do so....so this is what I'll do....

I'll write whatever comes to my mind first and If you don't get it then too bad.... I'll have time later on to explain...

I must say I'm 100% sure I'm an artist. a bad or a good one I don't know. My expression is lousy still but I do express myself better in art than in any other medium.
I don't understand my reason of being if I'm not creating, expressing, producing..... but there's something else.... I philosophise a lot.
I wonder and wonder and wonder... perhaps due to my limitations, but most importantly I think I wonder because of my ability to express. Powerful tool isn't it? the mind of an artist so powerful.
Creator of values, emotions, ideas. We shape our society's standards. We enforce beliefs, we make people wonder. But once again, there are people who create just for the fun of it. Well not me, that's not what I'm here for 100% sure. I just feel it, can't understand it but I feel it. Should I follow that intuition? I'm already doing so....I have no other choice. If I do not, I fall into the worst of depressions (tried it already). I'm doomed to be expressive, such a mind that does not cease to think and wonder and create, and analyse, and understand. So confusing, so frustrating, so exhausting. And all this for what? I don't know.

I'ts 3:00 p.m. already and I'm late for class....

I'm a student at the University of Texas at El Paso.... I'm so young but my eagerness for art creation is so big I cannot contain it. Frustrated I've becomed from taking classes that does not improve my art skills. So much loss of time. I've already loss so much time.... so many things to do...

I've been taking my time right now to research a subject that have been on my mind since a long long time... LIMITATIONS.... I'm doing good and I'm starting on a new art project now which touches that subject. I'm so young and barely learning..... I perhaps joined this site not to show my art but to learn from others and have a valid evaluations of my thoughts from people who think like me because I know for sure that I'm not alone on my thoughts. I'm so eager, so willing, so impatient......


I guess I'm just tired of people waisting my time.